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To those that actually read this blog, one may notice the lack of new articles. First off, I am sorry if I have disappointed anyone and I am quite honoured that this blog is a frequent place of visit. But, the author, i.e. me, have been quite busy with his life.

Jumping to the excuses part, I am swamped with various assignments due on the same date. Any free time I have now goes into training for a dance performance that is going to happen soon somewhere. Hopefully, I can write about it once I am free (and if the performance goes according to plan). The performance is...... not looking good. So far. However, like always, the crew I'm in works best during the last-est of minutes.

Try not to expect too much from me. It may lead to disappointment.

New Page and Category - "Rantings"

I have decided to add a new category as well as a page entitled "Categories" for ease of navigation around this blog. The thing is that blogs have horrible navigation. Hopefully, making use of the category system would make moving around here somewhat easier. Check out the tab next to the "Home" button above.

The new category would be call "Rantings". Here's the definition, taken from the Oxford Dictionary:

a long, angry, and impassioned speech

That should explain enough. I am human. And as all humans do, I have certain disagreements about certain things in life. Do not expect everyone agrees with everything that is out there in the world. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion as I am entitled to mine. And that is what it just is; opinions.

Articles here may clash with the reader's views and opinions. Have a open mind when treading into this section. As much as I do not want to hurt people's feelings, it might happen anyway.

Readers have been warned. Happy reading.

ICT Student

Yet another "life" section article. Well, I guess it is the most easy to relate personally and to digest as compared to those technical articles labeled "cars" and "computers". But I'm hoping that the next post will be about something technical instead of me sharing my view of life.

So, I am at this time and moment, writing this article (obviously) and doing my business essay (which I put on hold to write this). It got me thinking. I am doing a business essay but I am actually studying computers. Definitely not what I signed up for. That got me thinking some more. To the actual meaning of ICT.

ICT is the acronym for Information & Communications Technology. Formerly known as IT. Same meaning, minus the communications. No difference in terms definition. A true tech-geek would know this. I won't be giving a text-book definition and explanation of what is ICT, rather, I will be talking about what people think when they hear the phrase "ICT".

I dread the times when people ask what I am studying. Not because I'm ashamed of it. But because of the majority of people asking me that question possessing little or no knowledge on the subject. I do not have the looks of wonder and astonishment as compared to studying engineering or medicine when I tell them what I am studying computers. In fact, most of the time I tell them half-truths to what I am studying. I just say I am studying computers which, technically, I am but...... I am not.

Confused? Let me clarify and shed some light into the dark gaping space of the reader's pool of knowledge regarding computers and ICT.

Simply, ICT is the application of computer and communication devices into other working sectors. For example, the management of a database in a company. Computer studies or computing deals with the nitty-gritty of how a computer works, in terms of software. Computer engineering deals with the hardware part. That is the difference.

If one really wants to know, I am the second explanation. I am going to studying computing, hoping to pursue a degree in Software Engineering. However, I am still in the first part, ICT. Only in my second year will I be transferred to computing. So, it quite makes sense as to why I am doing a business essay in my ICT course.

In my defense, computing and computer engineering is every bit as hard as "conventional" engineering but the majority of society seems to think otherwise. When telling people what I am studying, I just cannot help but to think that the person asking me thinks that I am not as good as "real" engineers or doctors. And that my future would not be as glamorous and profitable as them.

So, in my defense again, read up and go in-depth on how the personal computer's processing unit enables users to do what they usually do on their personal computers. Do that, study it carefully, and tell me that it is not as hard as what "conventional" engineers and doctors study.  

Chances are, if I must put it so arrogantly, you can't.

Lack Of Commitment

Lack of commitment: the reason we are never good in anything.

Why I'm saying this is that it sort of applies to me. I can say the same for the people around me too. Take this case, I wanted to actually be serious in managing this blog (posting regularly, keeping it informative, finding content, discussing issues, etc.). Which I still do, by the way. However, as I am writing this, I just don't feel the joy anymore of writing these articles. In fact, before actually starting this blog, I was thinking of how great it would be. But now that I have actually started this, I just, in a sense, could not care less about it.

Here's another case. Before the high-school major examinations, students were focusing on studies, parents were like wardens, and any form of entertainment were cut out of students' lives in order to do well in it and score. Sadly, that is the basic mentality of Malaysian Chinese which, sadly again, still occurs in cases of few of my friends, in college!

Back on track, before the examinations, students (including me) used to say what they want to do after the last paper. It can be from learning how to bake a cake to taking sky-diving lessons, saying how they look forward to it, looking for places to learn, and such.

But once the examinations are over, every one is at home complaining how boring it is. Another truly unique Malaysian youths' trait. No one actually commit to what they say. We stare at successful people such as, singers, actors, dancers, our idols, and we always say that it is because of their skills that they can be successful. We then compare ourselves to them, feel inferior, and give up.

The only differences between us "normal" people and our idols is their commitment to what they do and using their own idols as motivation.

Motivation. Another thing we lack. 

Maybe It Is Just Me......

So, I am back to this "owning a blog" thingy, and I have been reading some other people's blog. I mean, if you want people to read your blog, you would read other people's blog too, wouldn't you? Karma? No? Not familiar? Never mind.

Okay, so I understand that a blog is a person's very own personal space on the Internet, cool, nothing wrong with that. However, some blogs is (maybe just to me) going overboard with the personal aspects? I mean, sure, write about how your day went and what you feel, but having a personal shrine of yourself? That is just...... different.

I'm sorry to say this but it is true, girls' blogs, especially (No, I'm not cyber-stalking, I'm doing research on blogs for the benefit of my readers). Upon entering the blog, it is hard to not to notice who the owner of the blog is. The sides (top and bottom included) will be strung with photos of the author. It is funny that happens, since most girls I know claim to be so "ugly and fat" in pictures.

Another thing is that the pictures usually would be more or less the same. Example, the angle of the camera angle would be 45 degrees on top of the subject with some kind of funny lighting and the same kind of "look" from the subject. So, the impression I gets is that a whole bunch of (same) people are looking at me when I'm in the blog. Uncomfortable, if I must say. Maybe it'll be a different case if the person was my girlfriend?

Stalking. Now you know why it is happening, girls. Try not to rant in your blogs saying some weird and creepy guy is bugging you on the Internet. Remember what you choose to show to the world. But, hey, maybe that is just me.